Freezingsaphire

2009-01-15T23:40:00.002+08:00

Pulau Ubin cycling before school started =D Hopefully can go back and do night fishing sometime.

Sister, Farina and me at the quarry

Chek Jawa, the seaweed was freaking slimy and squishy lol

Me and my sister, thanks for everything in 2008 =)

5th January

2009-01-05T23:46:00.000+08:00

Ah screw it all

10th December

2008-12-09T00:40:00.003+08:00

Well, its finally over. The run was awesome except they changed the route from 2 years ago so it was more hardcore, up the expressway and down was madness lol. Anyway thats that, claimed back another part. Just a few more things to do and the preparations should be complete. i hope.

25th November

2008-11-25T23:47:00.002+08:00

Well its halfway through the holidays and the same pattern has grown back to replace the busy schedule of school. Training pool study sleep tution piano. But now i guess its time to revive old hobbies and past interests. xD

16th November

2008-11-16T22:21:00.002+08:00

................. just adding to the blog post numbers

15th November

2008-11-15T00:35:00.002+08:00

A young boy lost in a world of his own, A teenager chasing a dream and an old man who laughs at the world

13th November

2008-11-13T23:13:00.001+08:00

Shave away at the soul day by day, hope it pays off

9th November

2008-11-09T10:15:00.002+08:00

So much time to spare, so many things to do, so many things to think about.

Went to play table tennis with forumers yesterday from 11 sth to 2 plus, good fun and a good opportunity for me to learn more tricks XD

Feet may be tired, but the heart's still strong

6th November

2008-11-06T17:28:00.001+08:00

He has the means the will and the method, now all he needs is a reason why he should do it, why should he aim so high.

30th October

2008-10-30T23:43:00.001+08:00

Just a small kid with big dreams.

no words can quell the rage

16th October

2008-10-16T23:57:00.003+08:00

Liars. Fuckers. Bastards. Racists. Selfish fuckers.

Somehow when things go wrong it just seems to be my fault.

So hard to be a good person, in this fucked up world.

10th October

2008-10-10T23:27:00.002+08:00

Zzzz windows movie maker pissing me off.

Some men know their limits and try not to exceed them, i ignore mine. Take the pain and put it in a little black box, take the anger and let it loose on the ones who ignited the fiery flames of hell, let it give you strength.

5th October

2008-10-05T23:11:00.002+08:00

Rahhh sprained my back zzz dunno why also, must recover asap =(

Had sleepover at my house with some of the class and was pretty fun, hehe havent played wii boxing for so long. Next we must have a wii party somewhere XD

Well, fun and games are over, back to work i guess, to regain lost skills.

28th September

2008-09-28T23:00:00.003+08:00

hahaha studied donne today in the library before going to play tennis with my younger bro, no skill at all T.T all i can do is wack the ball quite hard and make them fly out of the courts -_-

Anw after that ate dinner then went to my bro's gf house to borrow a book and watch f1 before coming home and stoning like now.

Well now that its mostly over, i guess im just hoping that it turns out fine, even if it doesnt i know i put in the best effort i could. But effort doesnt equate to results and satisfaction, especially for those above who look down upon us poor souls trying our best to achieve our dreams, and pour down chants of disillusionment and despair.

Charms and potions of the most potent nature merely screw up the concoction for success, they mix up the variables, throw things out of balance.

once upon a december!

21st September

2008-09-21T10:43:00.001+08:00

Sent miss uma off last night, oh wells. Hope she has fun in the uk.

It starts tmr! Hope ive prepared enough.

15th September

2008-09-15T00:21:00.002+08:00

Finally a week, thats all thats left. The lines have been drawn and its time to start the takeovers. =D

An Epiphany!

A poem, courtesy of the joker.

twas the night before christmas and all through the town..
little babies were hidden by gotham's king CLOWN
As christmas day neared and the sun it did rise...
either bats found the kids...
or the kids, well,
they dies!!

An all consuming madness is nice to read about, especially when u feel like thats what your're losing yourself to.

2nd September

2008-09-02T23:23:00.001+08:00

A lack of confidence and the feeling of uselessness, i should just stop doing everything. Since nothing i ever try works anyway.

waiting for a shooting star.

31st August

2008-08-31T23:11:00.003+08:00

No more late nights up talking for a while i guess.

Chionged pw today with leonie and jonho at bishan library, before attempting to study but failing. I want to play pool. =X

Would one rather have a wild passionate flame that burns intensely for a moment, like a shooting star! , or the dull steady glow and warmth of a fireplace, which does not dazzle. Dont know but i would choose the shooting star.

Ahh sometimes it feels like i can do nothing at all, nothing. To put it in the joker's words, nothing you can do, with all your strength. =X

23rd August

2008-08-23T11:30:00.002+08:00

30 more days to promos. =X time to hardcore all the way hahaha, back to studying non stop i guess.

Hahaha its very strange how easily u can change your views on so many things, to strike down your conventional values when u meet someone exactly like you in so many ways, someone who doesnt believe in all the rules that so many of us follow. =D

17th August

2008-08-17T23:17:00.002+08:00

938 at bugis, wasnt a powerful score, but i guess it did the job, broke the record there as well whoo hoo.

Studied at national library, guess i'll have to go there earlier next time and get the study lounge seats, not much time left.

Bury the sadness and the anger with reason

16th August

2008-08-17T00:45:00.001+08:00

So tell us... What do you fear?

943 siala, XD tomorrow i'll try to get 950 at bugis lolol. After that played after burner, then halfway through the arcade blacked out, retarded la -_-

36 days to promos, according to taaaami, study hard study smart. =/

15th August

2008-08-15T22:39:00.002+08:00

Unfortunately brother i have lost all trust in people.

hahaha today went to play pool with my good sister, score was 4 -2, we play again after exams eh! that place really is quite good, is perfect! XD

Oh wells, didnt study much today so must study hard over the weekend, promos in 6 weeks its not funny anymore.

Multiple personalities, recreating one each day,

9th August

2008-08-09T23:56:00.001+08:00

Now i know why people say solitude can kill a person, it drives you insane and works its way into your mind, fueling fantasies and breeding anger. Hopefully the drink can wash it all away.

5th August

2008-08-05T22:24:00.002+08:00

There are no miracles, its all calculation and conditions.

Another day has passed, and theres nothing else to add -_-

6 days and counting whoo hoo.

4th August

2008-08-04T23:39:00.002+08:00

I see what i must become to stop men like him

Had interhouse today again and was fun, hahaha. But realized im super slow zz, oh wells.

Other then that, nothing much, 7 more weeks to promos must start studying soon =0

31st July

2008-07-31T21:54:00.002+08:00

Today marked the first day, with many more days to come. Its rather troublesome cleaning them but i think its worth it.

Rahh... stupid ihc today wasted my afternoon away, which was meant for studying. rahhh... tmr must study, otherwise there goes one whole week without studying already. ><

Will i ever dare say it

30th July

2008-07-30T23:45:00.003+08:00

Whoo its the end of july already, our time in jc is passing by so quickly. Oh well.

The past 3 days have been extremely tiring, doing cip on monday night and coming home at 10 plus, mps on tuesday night and coming home at 10 plus, and today music class and coming home at 10. This is hardcore, must find time to study soon! =0 Promos are coming real soon and must ace them, hopefully.

Maybe one day i'll have answers to my questions.

27th July

2008-07-27T22:43:00.003+08:00

Oh well, pw first draft due tmr. didnt do much today, besides studying at bishan library and trying to find a place to play pool hahaha. Haiy, why did snookerium close down, what a waste.

Always hiding behind the mask.

23rd July

2008-07-23T23:33:00.001+08:00

Whoo ihc waterpolo BB got 2nd =D

hmm, very tired nowadays, should sleep more. stupid pw must chiong it every night hahaha.

You cant stop the wind from blowing

21st July

2008-07-21T23:21:00.000+08:00

You can make the choices no one else can make.

Rahh 8 weeks more to promos, nearly time to start hardcoring the studying, there cannot be any slip ups anymore. =D

20th July

2008-07-20T23:19:00.002+08:00

One day, when i have overcome all my fears.

Zzz damn pissed cannot find article for eom, sian la i hate pw.

Started playing mgs 3 again, XD on hard mode, to get ready to play mgs 4 whoo. But i doubt we'll be buying a ps3 anytime soon, even though i could be wrong.

Anw, dark knight rocks, enough said. Uh burned my whole weekend away doing nothing i guess, so just have to hardcore from now on, no more breaks! And my arm is kinda healed, i think. Should be fine by tmr morning.

15th July

2008-07-15T23:09:00.002+08:00

I fixed my psp, kinda, i think. Just reformatted the memory stick, should be working fine now. Oh well.

Ok now i must promise myself to do a little pw each night, writing the report or finding articles.

Reading flame of recca whoo, its super good at the second story arc, hope i can finish it soon. And the dark knight is coming out on thursday! i wanna watch XD

Had so many other things to say but once again they're all forgotten the minute i open the blogger page.

And one more post to 300 posts! must do sth special for that one.

11th July

2008-07-11T22:03:00.002+08:00

First let me mourn for the death of my master league team: the sleeping forest, after they tragically died in an aircrash due to my psp auto deleting their data -_-

Sleeping forest 7/7/2008
Ivarov
Lothar
Upson
Dagaka
Giersen
Ruskin
Locatelli
Geremi
Ljungberg
Gutteriez
Espimas
Henri Camara
Castolo
Mitea
Odonkor
Dotan

Rahh damn exhausted from training, and everything. Must start studying again, since i got back all my papers.
GP - C
Econs - E
Maths - S
Geog - B
Lit - C

Must chiong for promos, all the way eh tami XD

6th July

2008-07-06T10:46:00.002+08:00

Twice a year we put away our real selves and take on a character from our favourite animes, in cosfest and end of year events =D Oh well, yesterday was cosfest VII day 1 and it was super fun. Went as zero and met up with a mao and cc and another lelouch there haha, and we kinda formed a group, doing all sorts of nonsense and having lots of photos taken. =D Anyway going again later to see the competition for the world cosplay summit.

Must start doing work soon, to start preparing for promos, as well as study all the other stuff, and train harder for next year's season.

29th June

2008-06-29T21:49:00.002+08:00

Lol played mahjong today with seetow xinying tami and dawn sunrise cheng, was quite fun la hahaha. A nice way to spend a hot sunday afternoon, instead of napping and stoning around. XD

Finally read finished brida, its kind of like the witch of portobello hahaha, had so much to talk about when i was reading it, but i realized it will sound very weird and stupid to talk about it here, so nvm. =)

Whoo euro final later, have to wake up and watch lol. Spain vs Germany!

26th June

2008-06-26T22:46:00.002+08:00

ah well, cts are over and its a month to the day that we left for england, i miss the place. hahaha its going to be quite long before i stop saying that, just like its going to be quite long before i stop calling xinying xiaojie hahaha. XD

lit was a failure lol, othello should be fine, donne was a disaster. Death can be very proud now. -_-

But now theres nothing to do, i guess now its going to be softball again till promos come along, where maybe we can study smarter abit eh tami, instead of just hardcoring -_-

25th June

2008-06-25T22:12:00.001+08:00

Whoo 3 tests over, tmr is lit. Screwed up all except geog i think. oh well, here is some personality test for xiaojie. =D

Welcome Daniel Lee, here is your handwriting analysis.

Daniel uses judgment to make decisions. He is ruled by his head, not his heart. He is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see him as unemotional. He does have emotions but has no need to express them. He is withdrawn into himself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Daniel does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets him mad enough to tell him off, he will not be sorry about it later. He puts a mark in his mind when someone angers him. He keeps track of these marks and when he hits that last mark he will let them know they have gone too far. He is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All his conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. He is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, he has poise.

Daniel will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. He would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, he will show his love by the things he does rather than by the things he says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because he feels his mate should already know. The only exception to this is if he has logically concluded that it is best for his mate to hear him express his love verbally.

Daniel is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to him, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of his sound judgment. He will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. He will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and he will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Daniel doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Daniel will be candid and direct when expressing his opinion. He will tell them what he thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want his opinion, don't ask for it!

According to the inputted data, Daniel has a stinger shape inside the oval of his a, d, or c. This might be hard to visualize, but if this little hooklike shape is present, then Daniel has an unresolved "issue" with strong members of the opposite gender. An occasional appearance of this stroke could indicate a simple "loves a mental challenge" which can manifest in playful linguistic conversations and being attracted to a lover who isn't always available. However, if the stroke is severe, this means the individual has unresolved anger at the oppostive gender - which usually started with the person's childhood relationship with the opposite gender parent (Mom or Dad). If the writer is a woman she will be attracted to strong challenging men. If the writer is a man, he will find the woman who is "hard to get" the most attractive. In a nutshell, people with stingers in their writing tend to have challenges in their romantic relationships.

For more information about this "stinger" trait, visit this webpage. Remember, it is only negative if the traits occurs often and is quite pronounced. An occasional stinger can be no problem.

In reference to Daniel's mental abilities, he has a very investigating and creating mind. He investigates projects rapidly because he is curious about many things. He gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but he soon must slow down and look at all the angles. He probably gets too many things going at once. When Daniel slows down, then he becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, he must slow down to do it. He then decides what projects he has time to finish. Thus he finishes at a slower pace than when he started the project.

He has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. His mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. He can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Daniel can then switch into his low gear. When he is in the slower mode, he can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. He is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Daniel is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. He needs to visualize the end of a project before he starts. he finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said he plans everything he is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Daniel basically feels good about himself. He has a positive self-esteem which contributes to his success. He feels he has the ability to achieve anything he sets his mind to. However, he sets his goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". He has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, he will not take great risks, as they relate to his goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, his self-perception is better than average.

Daniel is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect his ego when he feels hurt. He pokes people harder than he gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Daniel is very self-sufficient. He is trying not to need anyone. He is capable of making it on his own. He probably wants and enjoys people, but he doesn't "need" them. He can be a loner.

Daniel is having a lack of physical energy at the time this handwriting was written. If someone has very short and straight down lower loops (like in the y or g), this indicates this person's physical drive (activity or sex) is compromised. Usually, this indicates the person simply isn't interested in getting too physical right now. This could be a temporary mood which often happens when the body is sick and is healing. Or, this could be a result of an emotional or physical issue that is effecting Daniel 's energy level and interest in sex. Sex doesn't seem to be a priority at the moment.

22nd June

2008-06-22T22:28:00.002+08:00

Lol finally cts are here! 4 days more whoo, tmr is econs and then geog then maths then lit. Chiong ar its the last bit. After that would be lit week which i hope will be fun and everything.

The naughty little woodpecker, knocked holes, crumbling the forest.
The angry wood god turned his beak into poison!
The poor little woodpecker, his nest was poison and his supper too.
He touched his friends and they all died!
The sad little woodpecker, his little poison tears twinkle and shine! XD

a song from deadman wonderland, a psychotic sadistic manga. ;)

Good luck all for common tests!

i miss england =(

13th june

2008-06-13T23:00:00.002+08:00

hmm, most people who went for the trip have already posted posts about the trip, and im lazy to write such a long post and it wont do justice to the trip, so just go read other peoples blogs XD or u could ask me for photos.

Anyway its about one week more to the cts so everyday shall be spent studying like theres no tomorrow, i dont like the term mugging everyone uses it hahaha.

whoo hoo cant wait for cosfest in july XD better be more prepared this time, since its probably the last time i'll make an appearance as zero. Eoy will be yamamoto from Reborn. XD

23rd May

2008-05-23T22:12:00.002+08:00

alright now im at the airport waiting for the flight, and i hope the plane doesnt crash, doesnt get hijacked, hope jotham doesnt gay me on the flight, hope my luggage doesnt get lost, pls pls pls. And i hope everyone has a happy holiday =)

sister! study hard then can go on a little adventure, to scary places as well as haunted ones. =D

To my niece, please study hard and train hard and take care of yourself, hope ur condition is alot better already. XD

=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D

10 mins more on the time but i have nothing else to say, alright.

thanks naomi for the notebook, at least i'll have something to read on the flight. =)

19th May

2008-05-19T20:24:00.002+08:00

Only 4 more days, and one common test in between =)

oh well, hope can do well for gp, doubt so though.

The past few days have been interesting enough i guess, from spending one whole long day in the library stoning, to playing pool on sunday again. after long last. =D

team fortress 2 ftw. =D

14th May

2008-05-14T22:37:00.002+08:00

Rj vj 3rd 4th 16 -5 =)

1 more week to lit trip, cant wait for it, need to get away from everything here.

pulau ubin cycling trip and ice skating soon eh sister. study hard first though =D

Life sucks cause monsters never get forgiven.

11th May

2008-05-11T22:33:00.002+08:00

So its finally the final match tomorrow, against vj. Oh well, just do what we've got to do. =)

Finally beat daytona advanced course, 2nd! With 46 seconds as best lap. XD hahaha, i think im playing too much, but after watching speed racer, who isnt inspired to race?

Studied with sister for most of the afternoon and tried to learn summation and mathematical induction etc, still dont really get it but whatever la. Haiy, still have to study physical geog for this friday.

Whoo hoo im in the reborn cosplay group, cant wait for eoy and the photoshoot. XD but first i gotta get my costumes and props in order. =X Rahhh, need time after common tests to do it.

4th May

2008-05-04T22:05:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JING
oh well even though wished u yesterday might as well say it again. =D

So sunday was spend mugging as usual, bishan library is my new second home as well as mugging and people watching haven. Mostly cause its been too hot to go anywhere but the library, or paradiz pool center. But today sister went to watch movie so i studied at bishan with my niece hahaha. Was quite productive? Then went to play daytona, clocked 49 for one lap for advanced course, slowly getting there, =D

So we lost to hwachong, life sucks.

Oh well, watched rocky 3 and i have to say its the most inspirational one, and the best of all, after which is 4. 1 and 2 werent very good imho. =D cant wait to do ghetto workouts after season, should prove to be quite fun. XD

28th April

2008-04-28T21:56:00.002+08:00

Hot day at training, had to pour water all over myself before going onto the field, otherwise it would be too hot lol. Oh well hope wednesday isnt like that, or it would seriously suck. =)

Seems like who im talking about in the previous post is kinda obvious, but nvm la i dont care. -_-

Life sucks now huh i guess.

27th April

2008-04-27T09:26:00.002+08:00

lol jazz night was wonderful, good music and especially good friends, especially good friends =) and even if the wine made me go mad for most of the night, i really enjoyed it =D hahaha, seeing u sing like that and spending the rest of the time with u was so nostalgic of the past, but yeah it wont happen again right, we both know that.

hahaha on to happier things, if music be the food of love, play on! im glad for some of my friends who have gotten together, and i hope it goes well for them lol.

2 more games to go

24th April

2008-04-24T23:27:00.002+08:00

All right, i think its time to get back to blogging. Since most people are reading my old posts and seeing me as a loser emo boy who has nothing to do and just talks nonsense on his blog. Well hopefully the future posts wont be emo too, who doesnt want to be happy -_-

So much has happened since i last blogged, and now i think im more at peace with myself. Especially since that online personality test which described me better than i could myself =D
see, now comes the big problem of not knowing how to phrase all the words in my head into letters on a screen. Oh well.

Red bull gives you wings.

28th Febuary

2008-02-28T22:22:00.003+08:00

Everyday now is kind of like a chore? Except its so tiring, tiring till cant take it.

My dear niece, please dont be sad all the time hahaha. Not good to be emo all the time lol, be happy and train hard. Hope u all win this year, i hope we all win this year. =)

Blah i hate it when people just laugh at others, when they laugh at their misfortunes, when they just like laughing at people for the sake of laughing. Once in a while for well intended fun is fine, but not all the time. And when it gets too much, oh well.

7th Febuary

2008-02-07T22:36:00.000+08:00

I think its time to start blogging once again, lest some people start to think that what ive posted in my last few posts, which were from last year, when life was super tough, not just tough, is still what im feeling right now.

I've sorted out all the problems that bugged me last year, relationship problems, study problems, drinking problems, well thankfully no smoking problems yet XD

So since its officially the first day of the new year according to chinese calender, guess its only fair that i start this blog up again and work for a great new year ahead. =D

15th November

2007-11-15T01:18:00.000+08:00

zzz wtf la i cant take this anymore, cant sleep everynight, nothing to do in the day. even now i dunno why im writing this post, maybe cause its another sleepless night. fuck the things i keep hearing in my head.

29th October

2007-10-29T19:41:00.000+08:00

In 4 more days we'll finally graduate from ri lol. 4 years, 4 long years there have changed my life. And its impossible to put those 4 years into words, all i can say is a big thank you to everyone i've met because of the school, the friends, the teachers and everyone else.

He is not what he used to be anymore, everyday now, he regrets what he did not treasure in the past, and regrets so much that he has done wrong. And that is why he loves to dream, to dream of a world in which all is as he wishes it to be. A pity he is not good with words, to put these dreams on paper and turn them into a reality, but he guesses that it is just as well that only he knows of them.

One month to regain my form from a year ago, one month.

16th October

2007-10-16T22:47:00.000+08:00

Its been 36 days since my last post, and honestly i have no idea what to blog about now either. I think i screwed up the eoys lol, but it wont be the first or only thing i've screwed up so its ok i guess.

Now everything is boring, life is either training, which is fun, or battlefield 2 which is getting kinda boring. Taking a train to orchard and back without doing anything isnt exactly fun, but its what i did today.

Not being able to obtain anime at will is a problem too, thanks to certain organizations.

heck screw it i have nothing else to say.

10th September

2007-09-10T22:27:00.000+08:00

Lol, its been 5 days since my birthday whoo hoo, and quite a while since i last posted. But i think i can post more often now since i have a com to myself. XD

Eoys are in 4 weeks, hardcore hardcore hardcore. But first is to finish the chinese project that i signed up for zz wth lol.

Dmp is more slack this year than last, maybe cause i picked all the history, lit and pe modules? XD

24th August

2007-08-24T23:26:00.000+08:00

lol its the end of week 9 and i know the results of all my ccts from last week, and i didnt fail any whoo hoo. Well now i need to set my goal for tests to own them and not just pass.

Played interhouse table tennis today and buckley got 3rd wth. I paired with siyang for the first doubles and lost =/ paired with yz for the second doubles and still lost =/ paired with another guy and still lost =/ sian lor. But was damn fun playing table tennis for like 2 hours plus just for fun whoo hoo. Really really very long nvr play le.

Tomorrow is ptm, after which im going for jap class then to national library to study, must study study study. >< wish i could go ora training and play against storm on sunday though. =/

19th August

2007-08-19T21:05:00.000+08:00

Sian diao, lost to red sox today, got striked out twice ><

Watching national day rally now but got damn bored, nothing interesting. o.o

Grades are fucked up currently, nothing more to say lol. ><

This post sucks, theres nothing good happening now lol.

Birthday is in 2 weeks and a few days and i want a new phone and new glove. XD now its just the question of where to find the money for all that. ><

And to the voldermort of the anime world, the order of the phoneix is coming for u. Now we just need our dumbledore.

14th August

2007-08-14T23:51:00.000+08:00

Whoo its the hardcore week again, bio maths chem plus ss documentary plus maths pt plus i have a chinese zuo wen which was supposed to be done over the national day holidays but i guess it got forgotten lol. Everyone else forgot to do it too so yeah.

Bleh i dunno what to do anymore, will wait till the holidays before thinking about it.

300 more to a 707sc or 707scii! Dunno whether i'll have the heart to buy it even after i save up the money. =x

31st June

2007-07-31T22:53:00.000+08:00

Been doing the lit presentation for the past hour lol, hope we do ok tomorrow.

Finally got all my groove coverage songs that i've always wanted since sec 2? =) The End and 7 years and 50 days are the best.

Geass is finally over, till the second season starts that is, october 4th, just have to wait. =) Until then its time for 黒の契約者. The story is still slow moving but i hope it owns all at the end XD

I just realized i have one and a half weeks to study for chem maths and bio ccts in week 8, how fun lol. And 1 maths performance task and assignment to finish too, fun.

The Knight and his rider.

24th July

2007-07-24T20:28:00.000+08:00

Lit test on monday, geog test tomorrow, chem and maths tests next week and lots of tests coming up over the next few weeks, i like. zzzz.. At least the projects are finishing, just finished the book club a few days ago, so next all thats left is the ss documentary and RE, both which are going quite smoothly i think, i hope, they better be ok.

I think i need more sleep lol, either that or lots of mentos mints when i go to school, i brought one full packet on monday and some idiot went to kope half of them, stupid idiot fucker lol.

C div season is going well, all the way lol.

I cant wait for september holidays, then all the tests will be over and i'll turn 16, lol.

This is turning into one stupid post, thanks to someone who asked me to blog.

Jap lessons are getting harder also, so i guess i better revise more lol.

Northern lights movie is coming out at the end of the year december! The one movie i really really really really really really want to watch. The series of books which changed my life XD

Zzz not going for dramafeste no one want to go with me but heck, i just realized tekken 5.1 at the arcade is damn fun im going to play more and more of it. Nina's kicking techniques are damn pro, i had a 4 straight ko streak against people last saturday even though it was my first time playing XD

17th July

2007-07-17T20:30:00.000+08:00

Lol its week 4 of the term already, and ccts start next week die le, geog and lit.

Cosfest was really fun XD but cause they split it into 3 days the number of people on each day decreased by alot >< at least it was outdoor so the photos were alot nicer than last year's.

Argh now projects that are left are re, ss documentary and english book club which is tomorrow but i havent even read the damn book zzz...

10th July

2007-07-10T21:29:00.000+08:00

Argh my right arm is dead again, the last time it felt like this was men's league 2 years ago o.O i bet its cause i played 4 straight days of softball, and yesterday didnt warm up properly before throwing and gyming >< Nvm now theres 3 days plus of rest for it to recover.

Cosplay costume and props are going fine, now all thats left is the final part of the helmet and the wig, zzz but have to miss out on the first day of nus open to go for cosfest. Oh well, give some take some.

At least projects are mostly done, now all thats left is RE and the chi presentation tomorrow, after that is mug mug mug for the tests and for the end of year, i need to pull my grades up ><

2nd July

2007-07-02T18:00:00.000+08:00

Today marks the true end of the holidays with the end of our 5 day holiday, lol. Thanks to staff training days on thursday and fridays and youth day today. I feel old lol.

Anyway, I've watched all the movies that I've wanted to watch already and i just realized that I've watched hell lot of movies this holiday. Started off the holidays with pirates of the carribean: at worlds end, before going to japan, and when i came back i watched shrek 3, Ocean's 13, Transformers and today 時をかける少女. Transformers was surprisingly good but i loved 時をかける少女, its obvious why it won some film festival overseas.

Went to study in the morning at 8 plus at orchard before watching the show at 1050, and now im quite tired lol. But today was fun. Finished my geog tourism task, chi proj and now only left greenwave and re. Once the projs are done there will finally be time for other stuff yay.

Lol went to sit the vortex machine again last saturday, and as said by tami, i have no physics. XD thanks neo lol.

And a picture to round it off.

21st June

2007-06-21T21:12:00.000+08:00

Woah the june holidays passed by in a flash hahahaha... Spent the first week in Japan and was real fun, im gonna go back there again someday. XD Visited all the normal places, but my only regret was not ponning disneyland to go visit the city a little more. =/

Then after that was softball camp, didnt really do much except prepare stuff and help train the c div and stuff, hahaha, but it was real fun also.

Then after that all i've been doing is homework and softball and homework and arcade. I just realized how good the parkway one is, the time crisis machine sight is actually calibrated properly, compared to other places. o.O Must go there more often to practise. =)

Not only that, this holiday was real fun ya? Guess it wasnt supposed to work out lol.

26th May

2007-05-26T22:04:00.000+08:00

Lol im at the airport internet terminal blogging right before i leave for japan, XD hahaha this is a random post. =)

Hope i brought enough money to buy all my anime and softball stuff.

Charles pls get ppl to do RE =)

My greenwave group pls start on the report. =)

Hahaha and last but not least, happy 16th birthday kq. =D

22nd May

2007-05-22T22:37:00.000+08:00

Oh well its nearing the holidays, hahaha... cant say im very happy that the holidays are coming soon, but well the first week i'll be away in japan for school trip, -D going with joshua and some of his friends, then after that will be softball camp. then, then nothing.

Feel like finding a job this holiday to burn away some time so i wont end up lanning and playing too much, must study more also, results all going down the drain. Jiayous to myself. -)

8th May

2007-05-08T18:26:00.000+08:00

the golden compass, the movie i really really want to watch this year. =D If the director screws it up hes gonna die, lol.

28th April

2007-04-28T22:23:00.000+08:00

Zzz today was damn siao, went out of the house at 7 and returned at 7. Spent the whole morning in school helping with the ptm, played psp throughout the whole thing while doing maths though. Adriano with 20 goals in 4 matches whoo hoo.

Screwed up the chem test, dunno why cannot do, think i didnt study enough, damnit. =/

And the boy woke to find himself in a room, an empty room. But he is at a loss for words to describe the rest of his dream because there are no words which can describe the wonders of imagination.

25th April

2007-04-25T22:53:00.000+08:00

And the oracle visited the boy asking him of his profession in the future but the boy replied he wasnt sure, then the oracle spoke of jobs that he should pick up in the future for ensured success and at the end of all it he said, 'do not let my words affect your dreams'.

That was but a few days ago, now as the boy returned home after an intense session of learning outside of his home, he saw something which made him remember the past and how he had changed, how he had learnt the ways of the world. It made him remember.

Zzz screwed up the maths test, i hate careless mistakes lor.

20th April

2007-04-20T23:29:00.000+08:00

I've decided i'll do what i want to do, not do something for the sake of someone else, cause that wont make me happy. =)

And as the rock he was holding on to crumbled beneath his hands he reached out and grabbed new footholds, supports he knew were there but had never relied on before and thus he tested the stability of these rocks for he finally understood how brittle they really were.

Zzz no more dreams, this sucks.

18th April

2007-04-18T21:21:00.000+08:00

clap clap clap

And god grew jealous of those who created wings from blood sweat and tears to match his own, and he sent a devil in the guise of a judge who crushed their hopes and dreams at the height of their powers.

15th April

2007-04-15T22:50:00.000+08:00

Let time flow by like its never done before and before we know it everything will be over.

Since the present is dead, i can only look to the past and future for good memories and i hope i do find them. We live in hope.

12th April

2007-04-12T22:59:00.000+08:00

finally got my 4gb memory stick, now can finally start watching anime and movies on my psp.

Starting jap lessons on sat, whoo hoo. =)

a small but meaningless update of my life =)

9th April

2007-04-09T22:35:00.000+08:00

Lol now i know that no one ever cares, but just as well. Maybe its better this way, isnt it. its easier not to care about anyone else when you know no one else bothers. =)

No one sees the hard work, no one sees the tears, i'll remember this for many long years.

5th April

2007-04-05T23:40:00.000+08:00

So what is God's verdict for us? Lol

4th April

2007-04-04T22:11:00.000+08:00

lol my posts are short and emoy, haiy. that sucks.

Only today i just realized that one of the few times i can really laugh is in school, lol. Is that good or bad, i dunno.

Had damn bad stomach pains last night, dunno from wad though, lol. So didnt sleep much, so was really tired and all today.

And on another note im sorry if u think ive been ignoring you and everything, its just i dunno wad im doing now really, stress and everything. sorry.

3rd April

2007-04-03T23:20:00.000+08:00

It seems god wants to give us another shot, another chance, lets go for it. yeah.

Now everyday i wonder why i log onto msn when theres no one to talk to, i wonder why. lol.

2nd April

2007-04-02T23:43:00.000+08:00

i guess its finally over, and now, i dunno, haiy its been a bad day, bad week, bad month, bad year.

1st April

2007-04-02T00:11:00.000+08:00

It was good seeing familiar faces again, hahahas... today was quite a good day, except the morning visit to the library to find the book for erp, singapore libraries are quite screwed up lol, they say that they have the book in the catalogue but its not there ont he shelf -_-

But isnt it nice to have friends whom you can hug after not seeing them for a long time and still talk and laugh and everything, i dunno, cause i dont i guess.

30th March

2007-04-01T01:00:00.000+08:00

i just dont care anymore

29th March

2007-03-30T00:13:00.000+08:00

It has been far too long since i've blogged, and this is the first post of the year, though a very late one. Alot has happened for the first term and the first 2 weeks of term 2, haha, everything seems so different in sec 4 and im not enjoying it. =/

Well our season has been good so far and i wont say anything else about it, and all the school work and projects and tests that have been accumulating, and all my test results seem to be screwing up as compared to last year's results, better start studying more. o.O

As usual the posts on this blog are not worth reading so please dont waste ur time doing so. XD

17th December

2006-12-17T21:45:00.000+08:00

lol, the past few days have been anime and manga and nothing else. Went for the anime eoy cosfest at expo yesterday after training, hahaa... joshua went with me budden when we reached expo we realized must pay money, den i realized that jasmine told me before but i forgot. Hahaha... then i feel damn bad cuz he just went home from there.

The eoy was damn cool, but went there late so missed quite alot of the skits and all, then as all cosplay festivals start off with i stoned for 1/2 hour before my camera start taking photots, den once start taking i couldnt stop. I think this time was not bad la, quite alot of different ones. Then at the end jasmine got siao over the final fantasy advent children group den she stalked them around the hall taking photos non stop.

Haha, den today went to kino to try to find lit books but failed, den ended up spending all my money on a d gray man calender. XD 20% discount was too great to resist. Then next saturday will be anime music concert. =D My last stretch of holidays has been nothing but anime and im loving every minute of it.

Air gear now. XD

13th December

2006-12-13T23:01:00.000+08:00

Lol, half of the month left, den school and season. And ive chosen an excellent time to start on new games. Hahaha... Grandia 3, pokemon red and pokemon ruby. XD Plus i still havent watched finish Gankutsuou and i want to read finish xxxholic, and i still have to do chinese book report and other stuff.

The past few days have been quite fun, dunno why now everytime go out with softballers den end up laughing non stop and we do hell lot of stupid stuff.

Now the only movies i wanna watch are Eragon and deathnote 2 the last name.

Yay new ayumi hamasaki album: secret. =D

8th December

2006-12-08T22:40:00.000+08:00

Lols, i'll be going korea at the end of the month, and so miss the psl training and so cant be class based psl, gw also, but heck its gonna be fun anyway. =D

Standard Chartered marathon was damn fun, met ken min at the half way mark and we ran together all the way, dunno why i didnt feel tired after the 5km mark, o.O Den met kern at the finish line. Gonna run it again next yr. =)

The chuang yi warehouse sale was freaking good, =D anime for 7 bucks a box, wtf. Where the hell can you find such good deals anywhere else in singapore, even poh kim 50% off it will be 15 bucks.

1st December

2006-12-01T22:25:00.000+08:00

Finally, one more month before school starts. Haha... time to get my stuff together and do some work instead of just playing the whole time. This whole holiday has been training, dota, training, maple. What a no lifer holiday, except for the brief time with the work exposure program which was like shit and damn waste time, i havent been doing much this holiday. I need purpose in my life, lol.

Standard Chartered marathon on sunday, whoo... Except im only running 10km, got age limit on the half and full marathons. Lol, and after that i think im going for the chuang yi comics warehouse sale with steph, pls pls pls dun let it be like the adidas one which me and foot went, got nothing there. -_-

D Gray Man! Innocence! Allen Walker! Rinali Li! Miranda Lott! hahaha.... been reading too much d gray man.

24th November

2006-11-24T22:01:00.000+08:00

Lols, just recovered from fever and stomach flu, was vomitting non stop on wednesday night, after training, felt like shit the whole of thursday but now im fine, =D. Being sick sucks lor, hahaha... But now i have the stiff neck thing again, zz...

Anw, jasmine just introduced me to a new manga d gray man, even though ive seen it lots of times in comics connection i never thought it was good, but its freaking good, good plot and the art is amazing. =D

21st November

2006-11-21T21:29:00.000+08:00

I hate none training days, cuz i end up wasting the entire day. Lol, went gym in the morning den after that went lanning with neo foot merill at paradiz there. Den we played bnet with brian, and i played one of the best games of dota today. Even though we lost. =D Was damn fun and the other team was freaking pro.

So here i am at home again with nothing to do, =(

17th November

2006-11-17T22:15:00.000+08:00

Lols, 1/4 of the holidays have passed, and i think i played enough le, hahaha... been dotaing and playing winning eleven. But this holidays have been quite boring so far, training, training and playing games. Havent really gone out yet, but i guess theres still time to go out la, soon.

Haha... kq just sent me some canto songs, they're quite nice. Random thought.

Bought a new wallet from the a street market, haha... was cheap. =) Theres really nothing to do now though, theres no purpose in each day, and i dun like that. Its like everyday is just wake up and play and play and play summore, except training days.

hmm... i think its time to go to the library and find summore books to read, and i guess i'll go to the arcade more. =D

10th November

2006-11-10T21:30:00.000+08:00

Crap, wanted to write remember remeber the 5th of november on the 5th, budden was at pupil leaders camp. Was quite fun la, was like a mixture of sec 1 orientation and obs. With the pts in the morning and the constant drilling and the kayaking and hiking from obs. Plus cool games like tug of war and stuff. Was an experience to remember.

I got in for the wep, so im going to the oriental hotel to work, lol. Hopefully that means my holidays will be alot more meaningful than just going for training and going home to play com or going lan. Lol, just went lanning with maha bodhi ppl yesterday. Was damn fun, was good to see everyone again. Den at the end me and chuan khim and greg walked around parkway talking and seeing greg's magic tricks. Damn cool lor, maybe i shld go learn or sth. I think its damn good that we still can get together and stuff, even though we havent really talked for quite long.

3rd November

2006-11-03T21:50:00.000+08:00

The past few weeks have been getting back results, training and gaming. Lol, what a sad way to continue the holidays, training is good tho. =D Just bought new ps2 games today, bully, fifa 07 and winning eleven, haha... so now i will be dotaing less and making full use of my ps2 before it crashes, which is gonna be soon i think.

Read the new artemis fowl book, the lost colony, i think its damn good, hahaha... but nothing can beat the first 3 books i guess. Those 3 were magical, the 4th and 5th were nice, but merely entertaining.

30th October

2006-10-30T22:57:00.000+08:00

The Prestige rocks, one of the best movies ive seen in a while.

26th October

2006-10-26T23:26:00.000+08:00

Hmm... today got back CT results, well some of them. Got back eng 24/30, ss 20/25, lit 16/25, geog 21/30 and bio 30/60. Haha... not very happy with the bio though, but nvm la. Its Pang theory. XD

Den today, nothing much. went j8 and played the xbox 360 with gw, boxing, lol. Its quite fun, and the graphics are damn good. Well, den came home and played dota, played piano etc etc.

23rd October

2006-10-23T22:15:00.000+08:00

Ok, cts were over last week and ive been dotaing alot, too much i think, these past few days. Today was first official training again and it was good. Haha... we really need to work hard, we can do it.

I think im gonna brush up on my reading and writing for this holidays, bring my imagination back to when i was sec 1 and my successful fanfic. =D Thats wad im gonna do this holiday.

Deathnote movie was great, except they changed the naomi misora part, i think it was overdramatized and all, but still very well done. Jasmine says that added that part just to make fujiwara tatsuya cry and all. o.O Anyway, i think the actress for raito's sis is cute. Lol.

Vivocity is nice and all, cuz its freaking huge. But my parents think it wont last, i dunno. Lol. Feels like a nice place to relax at. Haiz, went there with family that day and walked through the adidas shop, everything is so nice. but the prices are too ex. Haiz, can never bring myself to buy stuff from there. Anyone kind enough to buy adidas shirts for me for present? =D

Oh ya, all 3k ppl pls pay me the amount due for the jerseys and all asap. Prefebly wednesday.

Uh, thats all i think. Hope everyone likes my new blogskin. =D

15th October

2006-10-15T23:23:00.000+08:00

Lol, its chem and chinese tomorrow. Had another study session at bishan library again today, and saw tami there again. haha... saw thomas heng also.

Yesterday night was damn fun, went to vivocity to watch deathnote sneak preview with jasmine charissa steph and one of their juniors. Lol, den throughout the whole movie we were like making alot of noise, cuz first was when L came out, den i was telling jasmine, u better not scream ar. But she screamed abit anyway, haha... den when they changed some of the scenes i was like, wtf, den jasmine beside me also going wtf. Hahaha... hardcore deathnote fans. =)

The actress who act misamisa quite cute also, =D

Anyway, vivocity is damn nice, im going there to waste time after exams, i played time crisis 2 there and my leg started shaking after i finished, dunno why, then jasmine was laughing throughout when i was playing, cuz when the enemies shoot me i really duck my head, hahaha...
Oh well, realistic is good.

Now im in a dilema, i dunno whether to buy the deathnote book 13 box set, cuz its freaking ex, budden it has lots of stuff also. Haiz, decisions, decisions.

'pray to the moon at night while thinking of god' =)

11th October

2006-10-11T23:54:00.000+08:00

Lols, went to bishan library again to study. And everytime i go there, it becomes a nicer place to study, i dunno why. Yesterday met jon gan and co. there, today, saw tami lai, yet again. Haha... shes always there also, and today this random china girl from nus high sch of maths and science who was sitting opposite me suddenly asked me maths question. o.O then explained to her.

Then there was this guy suddenly came up to me, 'excuse me were u from maha bodhi school?' den im like, 'yeah' o.O i dunno him. Then in the end it his friend asked him to come ask me, complicated. o.O Haha... so qiao one, yeah i knew the person. i mean the person who asked him to come ask me whether i was from maha bodhi, this is one confusing post but nvm.

Hopefully my prepapration for common test has been enough, hopefully.

7th October

2006-10-07T23:04:00.000+08:00

Trying to learn how to play phantom of the opera, haha... kept thinking it was too hard but now im trying, and its turning out quite ok, its damn nice. =D

haha... deathnote anime. Just watched episode 1 today, damn nice. Raito owns, the music is freaking good for the anime and the art and everything, its gonna be one of the best animes around.

Friday was the lit parody plays, joshua' group was damn good. Haha... damn funny, laugh until jaw cramp, first time. Hahaha.... den every play was freaking funny, i wish i could write or act like that. Lol.

Lol.

5th October

2006-10-05T22:53:00.000+08:00

Lol, today was quite tiring. I dunno, today felt quite screwed up, just tired and everything. Yeah. i need more sleep. Haha... anyway watched the first episode of Saiunkoku Monogatari, quite nice, like fushugi yugi liddat, hmm...

4th October

2006-10-04T20:20:00.000+08:00

Today was re congress, haha... then my service learning group just put up a stall and talked to any interested ppl that walked by. However, there werent alot. I hope we win for the most creative stall design, i think ours was the one that put in the most effort lor. Haha... i think today was a freaking waste of time though, im sure they hold these kind of events right before the ct. Heck la.

Then after that i went home, play audition, and i just finished my lit poem thing, hopefully its good enough to get an A or sth. zzz...

Just now went running, den after i finished i sat at the playground and rested a while. Den there was this group of ppl, always go running and rollerskating in the evening, younger than me tho. Then they were talking and stuff, and i realized that its been so long since i talked to friends liddat. hmm...

1st October

2006-10-01T22:37:00.000+08:00

Happy children's day, haha... miss the good old days, haha...

Anyway, today went to nicholas hsien's house to rehearse for the lit play. hahaha... their directions to get there were damn funny. Went to marine parade there, den walk walk walk. Hahaha... Our rehearsal went well la i think, though i dont have any roles. XD

I hate being called a kid.

30th September

2006-09-30T23:47:00.000+08:00

I think its scary, how easily people forget other people, even if you knew them once, or still do. Sometimes its also scary how easy it is to blend in with the crowd, that people dont notice you. But nvm, this is all nonsense.

Hahas... today went to usher for ptm. Then i woke up late, so when i went there was still like half asleep, so there was one parent asking whether the teacher was free, den i said, um, shes still seeing another teacher, pls wait a while. WTf, i noticed only after i said finish, den i was like o.o
Haiz, must sleep earlier.

Revising for common test, must do well, lol.

24th September

2006-09-24T23:23:00.000+08:00

Firstly, happy birthday to my elder bro, lol. And good luck for his promos.

Ok next, just watched finished the place promised in our early days, hahahaha.... its freaking nice. =D now i think sayuri is a damn nice name, lol. And i think Makoto Shinkai is a genius, really genius. Im gonna get all the remaining of his anime and watch, hahaha...

Quite cool, recently so many of the stuff ive been reading about has all been about dreams and all, first was the sandman and the king of dreams morpheus, den now makoto shinkai comes with an anime about dreams and parallel universes and friends, so nice. few more weeks to common test, must study harder, still dunno shit about chem and bio, and everything else still like not very confident, nvm still got few more weeks.

Must download more anime to watch, =D

20th September

2006-09-20T22:12:00.000+08:00

Well, firstly, happy birthday guowei, haha...

Ok, had maths cct today, was quite ok la, just think the last question was screwed up, dunno why i din know how to do when everyone said it was one of the easiest questions to do. Overall i think should do ok for it.

Then chinese oral was screwed up, i dunno why i always get nervous in front of a crowd, so screwed up.

Then had the geog test, was abit weird, cuz very long never write geog essays already, so had to take a while to get the feel of writing again, but i think should do quite ok for that one also.

Yes, joshua lent me v for vendetta the comic book, damn random lor, i was looking for it for quite a while, den today at the bustop he took it out to read den i borrowed, yay. Remember remember the 5th of november. ;)

Hmm... my bro downloaded some new torrent program for me, its damn good. Lesser lag for faster download time, so hopefully i can finally download finish my full moon wo sagashite and the place promised in our early days. =)

Grrr... whens the new one piece book coming out, i wait damn long le, zzz...